a collection of my thoughts, feelings, photos, likes, dislikes, goals, vents, and much more. Maybe this can help some of you see past my wall of insecurities.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
In a sense, we are all users. We use people to get to where we want to be… Treating this world like one big business strategy. We don’t allow others to see our own emotions because truth is, we’re afraid. Afraid to be used. We’re all vulnerable. We step on people to get higher up. We hurt their pride. Then what? Then we act innocent. As if nothing was our fault or nothing ever happened. One of two things will happen, we either act like we don’t care or we act like we have sympathy for the affected. Either way, it’s still acting. Sure, you could say this doesn’t apply to you and I’m not saying it does, but denial really doesn’t help anybody. Ambition. That’s the word we use to cover up our worldly monster-like attitudes. Some don’t waste their energy hiding such personality, and they’re at the top. Others care a bit more about what their peers and surrounding people think and choose to keep it all in. The only thing with that is, no matter how faultless that person believes they are since they aren’t attacking others directly, he or she still has the motive. Times like these, I have so much to say to so many people. I’d like to personally make it clear that nothing in this world is permanent and that every move you make defines the following seconds of whoever is involved. Sometimes, one mistake can affect another for a very long time, but not forever. Don’t think that everything is set nor too late. Because like I said, nothing lasts forever. Instead of trying so hard to reach our goals, we should really learn to work with each other and trust that good deeds will land us in a better place. Nothing in this world matters. We only ruin ourselves when we immerse our lives in meaningless things. Respect is earned through other means than what they tell us. I don’t know what I’m saying or why, and my grammar never comes out right in blogs, but I don’t care. I’m so tired, why am I on tumblr.. Good night. God bless.