a collection of my thoughts, feelings, photos, likes, dislikes, goals, vents, and much more. Maybe this can help some of you see past my wall of insecurities.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
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Well I’m used to being up late at night, but right now it’s 1am and I’m wide awake and I know it’s going to take a while for myself to doze off. I’m currently just listening to music and tumblin’ just like the good old days before I took a leap into society. I’ve been ridiculously stressed with school and other things lately and I guess that took a toll on my body today. I feel so exhausted. I decided to go home right after my exam earlier and just stayed home the rest of the time to rest. I forced myself to not do anything productive and just relax. There are so many different thoughts running through my mind at the same time though. I’m not sure if I’m just tired, or I really can’t handle this anymore.
Side note: I’m going to disregard the fact that an old friend/acquaintance of mine texted me during the time that I should be sleeping lol, but about 30 minutes ago I received a text saying “hey anne, we should hang out sometime. as friends of course” lol. As random as that was, it made my day. I’m so blessed that even though I’ve disappeared, I guess I actually do have friends that don’t hate me for it and understand. There’s only a handful of them, but how many friends does a person really need? :)
