a collection of my thoughts, feelings, photos, likes, dislikes, goals, vents, and much more. Maybe this can help some of you see past my wall of insecurities.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I can’t wait til October is done and over with.
I feel like I’m being pulled from every angle and every limb. So many responsibilities to keep up with, so many friends to see, so many tests to study for, so many busy weekends, so little hours in a day.
Something about the message in church yesterday got to me. Basically, it was telling me to take a second look at my life and my priorities. Am I really doing what I want to do? Am I doing what I have to do? And for who? Myself? Others? God? Does tomorrow really matter if I’m not even living today the way I should?
“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” Matthew 6:34. This is a big idea in my religion and I’m trying so hard to adapt to it (and it is one of my favorite verses/quotes of all time)
Looking far far farrrr into the future, I feel like what I’m doing now is right. But looking at today, the past, and tomorrow………it’s the complete opposite. I’m always dealing with these internal conflicts which probably means something is wrong.
