My Thoughts, Published.

Happy beginning to 2012. I’m a bit too enthusiastic and eager for what’s ahead. I’m glad to have left behind 2011. I’m ready for a fresh start. The year ended on a good note considering it was a sabbath and I spent it well with people I care about. The actual ringing in the new year was held in our own home. I was glad to see my whole family under one roof on midnight. It was a good sign. I jumped. I jingled. I ran. I threw coins. I laughed. All in all, it was just not disappointing. The other stuff, I’ll save for my private blog. I think I’ll go back to tumblr lol. I forgot to set resolutions, oh well. I got so many gifts today, felt like Christmas all over again. I wish I didn’t have to work in the morning. It’s okay though, I’ll quit when I walk in the door :P hehe. Good night and God bless. May this year be prosperous and full of good memories :)

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saradesu:

@karismalove is entering and she needs your help! I really do want her to win it. I feel that she’s at a disadvantage because of tumblr famous people who sometimes hold giveaways if they win.

1) Please “like” the KPOP Masters’ fanpage.
2) PRETTY PLEASE “like” her picture

PLEASE REBLOG AND SPREAD THE WORD!!!! THANK YOU <3

I changed the word to “friend” to cousin, but SHE WANTS THIS SO BAD ! Please please please help my cousin out. Her entry is simply amazing ! (:

yeah. lol, just do it.

I feel like I’m being pulled from every angle and every limb. So many responsibilities to keep up with, so many friends to see, so many tests to study for, so many busy weekends, so little hours in a day. 

Something about the message in church yesterday got to me. Basically, it was telling me to take a second look at my life and my priorities. Am I really doing what I want to do? Am I doing what I have to do? And for who? Myself? Others? God? Does tomorrow really matter if I’m not even living today the way I should?

“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” Matthew 6:34. This is a big idea in my religion and I’m trying so hard to adapt to it (and it is one of my favorite verses/quotes of all time)

Looking far far farrrr into the future, I feel like what I’m doing now is right. But looking at today, the past, and tomorrow………it’s the complete opposite. I’m always dealing with these internal conflicts which probably means something is wrong.

I really do miss tumblr. Sadly I have no time for it anymore. All I did today was talk. I’ve never talked so much in a day.

From the moment I woke up I was already chatting with my brother since I was surprised he was up that early. We talked about shows, I vented about this one girl in my Chem lab, and he vented about his patients. Started the day right :) we are getting along now, esp since he’s giving me an allowance lol.

Then I drove to school. This one agency called me back and I immediately called Joanna to talk to her about it since she got a callback too. But we’re not auditioning hahha. And we talked more.

I went to the library to find Kevin so we could walk to lab together and Eddie and steven came with. So during the whole pig dissection, we were just so disruptive and loud. Our TA called us “jovial”

I made a few calls before heading to work. At work all I did was talk. I gossiped with my boss. Zyla, Joe, and Kris stayed for a while and kept me company as I attempted to make a paper crane. After they left, Ron came. Followed by RK, Kristine, and Jackie. They waited for me to get off and then we gossiped in my car for hours.

I get home and find my mom on the computer on a forum lmao. And it’s already around midnight, so I was still hyper. We had a long chat about people I don’t like, business, and a trip lol so random. That droned on until about 30 minutes ago when I took a shower.

Now it’s 2am, I’m wide awake. Somebody talk to me lol jk.

Found a Dunder Mifflin mechanical pencil next to the phone in my kitchen today. It had Dwight on it.

Such little things put me in a better mood (:

In my most honest opinion, I think the trash is the safest place to hide any secret.

I’m not mad or anything, but this person just irritates me. I can’t help but be disappointed. I’m just minding my own business, so stay out of it! SIMPLE as that.